BL series are my comfort shows

Meanwhile: heart killers?

@elllishome

is there something wrong with
me? and if i'm alright i still feel
like i can't breathe, give me just
one night without anxiety, i'll
always be my own worst enemy.
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count back from ten, calm myself down again, i try to pretend that I'm fine, am i a bad friend? is it all in my head? is the truth that everybody lies? if everyone goes through it, why do i still feel alone…?

احساس می‌کنم منسکین یهو یه جایی که انتظارشو نداری وارد زندگیت می‌شه و یادت می‌ره قبلش پلی‌لیستت رو با چیا پر می‌کردی.

قفلی شدید

@elllishome

Fresh blood but the same old story
You mess up, and I find you another excuse
So, who's hurting who
If I keep running, and running, and running, and running
Back to-?
The same game that we both keep losing
'Cause I want you to change, but I never do
So, who's hurting who
If I keep running, and running, and running, and running
Back to you?