06/2024

Если бы с неба
Кто-то взглянул в окно
предпоследнего этажа –
Там, в солнечной пыли
Мальчик сидит, уставившись на клавиши фортепиано
А они для него
Похожи на зубы,
на ноги,
на маленькие пирожные
И пальцем нажимает то одну, то другую,
Жалобно оповещая мир о том,
что времени – достаточно.
Оно бесконечно.
Его некуда деть.

30/05/2024

After a birthday party
I went down to throw empty bottles in the bin
And there she was looking at him
There they were looking at each other
And it was the first time in my life
I understood
That something is not about me.

09/06/2024

The sudden reality of you
Maybe if I wasn’t starving myself on intermittent fasting
I wouldn’t hallucinate back then on a parking lot
And maybe its my last train to the violet country of childhood
Or maybe it’s not

But I thought
That there is a way to not name it whatever
There is a name to not call it at all
If there is a way to be together
Come on.

Something that smells like summer camp
They have put some detergent in the fountain
The foam is floating everywhere
I want to put my head on your shoulder and stay forever
In the bedroom with everyone’s coats on the bed
The only quiet place in the whole world

But I thought
That there is a way to not name it whatever
There is a name to not call it at all
If there is a way to be together
Come on.

May 2024

I the room full of people
Listening to some poetry
So late, dark skies, yellow lights
I have a terrible headache (I just had some fries )
I want to turn my head and see through the crowd of people
And see your laughing face looking at me
As you were saying “I just can’t believe this”
And see how we both are having the exact same feeling
How we’re laughing
How we’re breaking free
Watching you through the crowd of people
Such bad poetry

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прикол этого безумного мая со
стихами (!)
на английском (!)
заключается в том, что от этого канала отписалось 25 человек, что, конечно, очень забавно.
У кого-то творческий приход, а у кого-то это мусор в ленте. Вот так все в этой жизни, наверное.
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13/05/2024

To A.

I won’t text you
It makes too much pain
I love you but you should take in slower on cocaine.