Not my circus, not my monkeys.
Not my circus, not my monkeys.
Not my circus, not my monkeys.
Not my circus, not my monkeys.
Not my circus, not my monkeys.

I know why and I could sit and analyze and write down all the facters but I already know why.I have the closure I need.Its not that I think I know best.Its just the fact that I know what Im dealing with in situations like this.Its not the first time.Ive been through this maze.I'll find my way around it again.I know this place and I know its creater.All the secret tricks and hidden roads.I'll map it out for you.The very thing you couldnt create yourself.

They give ultimatums. In some cases, a manipulator will make threats to get their way. For instance, they may threaten to move out of your house, quit their job, or even harm themselves.

It was never about what you thought it was
Reasons accumulating for a
long time,suffocating the very things that screamed to be assembled,all echos back from the walls infected by all the unheard words and thoughts, deemed unworthy of consideration.
I thought you knew
Then I remembered
The fact that,that is seen as a reason for what took place is the very reason we could no longer stay in the same scene
We could have stood on the same spot with strings attached elsewhere but for once I wanted to stand secure and free
The same thing I wanted for you
And I thought that would only be achieved‌ for both if there wasnt a quivering sense of uncertainity in the face of what and who would be of priority
Could there have been a balance?
With all that history,I didnt think so
And here I thought you knew