There he is, loving me without my needing to ask how I want to be loved, even when I doubt that anyone could ever love me as I am with a love that feels endless. He has become someone of great importance in my life, someone I hold on to with everything I have, and is also someone I never want to be taken away from me. There are things I cannot control and memories I can never erase, but in moments when I don't feel whole, I see him in the back of my mind, like a ray of light shining in the darkest places. In him, I have finally found all that I never dared to dream of or believe I deserved. He came into my life and ignited my selfish desire to have him just for me. He loves me as I love. He protects and comforts me with a love that is delicate and gentle. He wipes my tears when my world is fall apart and it's only his hand that I could reach for. And in his arms, I find peace, a peace I never thought I could experience, as if every fear and insecurity melts away when he holds me close. With him, this cruel world feels safer, softer, and more bearable for me. And in any life, I want to live in a world where he exists in it. He is the constant I never knew I needed, the quiet strength behind every struggle I face. And when I stare at his eyes, I see the reflection of the person I want to become, someone worthy of the kind of love he so effortlessly gives. He makes me believe in possibilities, in second chances, and in the idea that I am enough, just as I am. With him, I no longer question if love like this exists because I live it every day. I can be vulnerable, I can be strong, I can be lost, and I can be found, because with him, I have found my home. And the belief that I am worthy of a love like this, that I don't have to fight for it or fear losing it. With him, love just feels right. It exists without conditions, without limits, and it's the most beautiful thing I've ever known.

[] Hello, everyone. Due to health condition and demanding occupation of Rudolph's mudane, I decided to put my account on "rest mode" until further notice. Sadly we can't stay connected in the meantime and I apologize for not being able to leave any messages in personal, so, if anything, please wait for me till I come back here. Stay safe and stay healthy, fellas!