When people say that I am rude, I started taking it as a compliment because it happens pretty often.

P.S I love the optimism

Bu hayot deb atalmish bir gulzorda judayam ko’p, turli-tuman gullar bor.
Ba’zi gullar bor - nihoyatda chiroyli, ularning yonidan o'tgan har bir kishi qiziqib ko’radi, hatto hidlab ham ko’radi.

Ba'zi gullardan qanchalik shirin ifor taralmasin, lekin sanga uning ifori to’g’ri kelmasligi mumkin. Sani uning hidiga allergiyang bo’lishi mumkin, yoki shunchaki uning ifori san uchun o'tkir tuyilishi mumkin.

Har bir gul bir-biridan go’zal. Ularni ko’rib ko’zing quvnaydi. Sani ko’zinga boshqalaridan ko’ra chiroyliroq bo’lib ko’ringan gul, balki sani parvarishinga, sani bog’ingdagi ob-havo ga to’g’ri kelmas. Balki, u gul boshqa iqlim istar. Balki u gulga sani allergiyang bordir. Sanga aslida eng chiroylisi kerak emas, sanga san uchun eng mosi, sanga keraklisi kerak. Sanga sani bog’ingda yanayam chiroyli bo’lib gullaydigan gul kerak. U gulning hidi hech qachon sani joninga tegmaydigan bo’lishi kerak.

Agar noto’g’ri gul tanlab qo’ysang butun umringni uni parvarishiga bag’ishlasangham u gul sani bog’ingda so’lib qoladi va u hechqachon harakatlaringdan rozi bo’lmaydi aksincha o’zidan zaharli hid chiqara boshlaydi va balki san u guldan vos kechishga majbur bo’larsan.

**Millionlagan gullar orasidan o’zinga mosini tanlay olishing ham bir mashaqqatli ish aslida.

Way to literature! ?**#personalthoughts

Ertalab bomdod dan keyin oilaviy o’tirib Qur’ondan dars qilib ota bolalarini darsini olsa ona bolalarini darsini tayyorlashini nazorat qilsa. Undan keyin birgalikda hadis o’qib o’rganib tahlil qilsa undan keyin payg’ambarlar hayoti va islom tarixi. Harkuni davomiy tarzda hech yo’q 7-8 yil shunday qilinsa bunday oila qanday bo’larkan-a?

#personalthoughts

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P.S. I’d like to give credit to my student who does the editing in Uzb because my Uzb writing isn’t that good.

#personalthoughts