on another note,
listening back to this recording from 2018... I can definitely say that my singing gotten quite a bit better, at least I don't drown the vocals in everything else, trying to hide the imperfections. Still not singing too well, but at least there's some confidence gained ?

but also, how the duck? did that post get almost 12K views?!

Last original project I've made from scratch was in ~May of 2023. Not sure how I feel about this. There's definitely still love, passion and interest for music on my end, but anytime I start a new project, it seems to go to shit. Back in high school I used to take breaks from my hobbies and distract myself from them by doing something else - be that snowboarding, reading, focusing more on my relationship or studies. Now, almost a year later, I find myself feeling stationary, as if I haven't progressed from where I was a year ago. This stagnation is incredibly debilitating, leading me to question my passion for music and, perhaps, my competence in it. First world problems I know, but I still feel like I had to express my feelings. I feel creatively stuck and have no way of getting out. Sorry if music has been stale lately. But at least you know why now. I hope to bring some more things this year.

~ ev3

In another lifetime, under different stars,
I'd find my way back to you, no matter how far.
Through time's labyrinth, where love remains our guiding light,
In another lifetime, you're all I'd ever need.

Original by alixe.

this is also kinda old, but i have recently updated the vocal processing to make it more poppy and robotic

I am by your side and I wanna cry
You seem like you care but we both know you don’t
I wish, you did but all you have in your mind
Is just how to get out

I'm alive yall!

(this peace is scrapped since 2021, but i forgot to share it)

stuff that will not see light of day, probably ever
different genres, with different people
enjoy :D