my mind keeps saying that everything is a lie, but what about how i feel?
everyone wants to be loved but they're scared of getting hurt and dunno since when I'm scared of giving commitments, maybe because I'm scared that my trust will be broken again, well, i'll figure it out, i love spending time with him, sitting on his lap, talking to him while smoking ciggs, and and, i hate talking about how i feel, but i wanna know what's going on inside my head, it's all messed up, dunno if i wanna solve it or let it be and wait sometime so that it can be fixed on it's own (this thing never happens), well, i'm fine and everything's gonna be fine eventually.

sometimes it's you against your ethics and morals

sometimes it's you against your ethics and morals

the art of not belonging anywhere, somehow i mastered it.
(I never wanted to)

a day spent well

1st of January, 2023
a date i won't be able to forget and that date is coming again, why does it mean so much to me, well I'm scared that if i talk about any of the things going inside my head I'll bust up crying or end up doing something that is for sure not right, so i'll try to handle myself on that day.

to be loved like a habit, not a chore

Sorry I stared at you disgustingly
I didn’t have a gun !

finally a guy who admires me

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY
@DED_USER_4
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