They come for a few minutes, but these minutes turn my life upside down, and then leave me drowning in my turbulent feelings. You think this is great. Manipulating my emotions and leaving me to suffer alone How selfish you are .

I let go of everything cause no one accepted me for who I am then the darkness found me and it deepened through my soul now, it's too late to come back from the monster that I have become.

He is more myself then i am
Whatever our souls are made of..
His and mine are the same
He’s always, always in my mind
Not as a pleasure to myself
But as my own being

1 July .
The beginning of a new month .

رسبت مو معناها خلاص بعد ماكو فرصة ثانيه!
تكدرون تبدون سنة ثانيه
عادي مابيها شي الي يريد شي يبقى يحارب لإخر نقطة ، يمكن هذا الشيء لصالحك شمدريك
بحكمة ربك ﴿وَعَسى أَن تَكرَهوا شَيئًا وَهُوَ خَيرٌ لَكُم}
لتهتمون بكلام الناس السلبي ، هاي حياتكم انتو مستقبلكم انتو مو الناس !
لتستسلمون خليكم أقوياء تجاه حياتكم حتى توصلون للي تريدو بإذن الله

Throughout my life, I have been criticized for my presence and my honesty. It has been said that I am a traitor, it has been said that I am hurtful, All the bad qualities have been placed on me. I spent my life with allusive sentences that began with my name, and after a while I began to believe this. I began to believe how bad a person I am. I tried to love myself, I tried to I accept my darkness and love it. Until you appeared in front of me, after I got to know you, I turned upside down. I tried to question myself and my life with all my sincerity. I tried to change for you, and all my motivation was my love for you and my belief in you.