It’s hard when you look up and realise that everyone’s moved off and left you in that place by yourself. Like they’ve all gone on and you’re there still, holding on to this person you’re supposed to let go of.

ای کاش بلد بودم مو بکشم

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"You mean I have a home to go to as long as I don't go there?" He laughed. "Well, isn't it true? You don't have a home until you leave it and then, when you have left it, you never can go back.

“Why, you will go home and then you will find that home is not home anymore. Then you will really be in trouble. As long as you stay here, you can always think: One day I will go home.”

You had to be there

وای موهاش مثل موهای الان منه

اولین باری که یک چالش گذاشتم و جوابش رو سریع گذاشتن تازه منم دیچ نکردن?

You know that I fall in love with women, that it’s how I was designed. What you don’t know is how I suffered during all those years. There’s no way you’ll ever comprehend how painful it was for me to be alive. My self-actualization was forbidden. That was why I had to leave.