Everyone knows my she without I need to mention her name

Yeah ‘cause you made that, baby. That would be my lifetime border here.

I was once a person full of anger, too bad that it took me years to realized that I have made a hell for myself and people around me. Then there came Jolene showed up like an angel helped me out from the chaos that rent free inside my head, with her strong love and logic I need her to put everything in between, neither hell nor heaven, I want to be near her, to live the life that she owns and I’m just a guest who lives forever in it.

That’s it fellas, you’re all dismissed.

*Dear Jolene,

If you know how beautiful it feels to bloom, to grow, to love and to live with you then you wouldn’t consider me why I’m being so extra in every single day. I encourage you to feel, feel every piece of this majestic love that comes to you when you flip through the pages. I have given you my words, that I will always love you bigger than you do, this life of yours was made to be lived with me, as the return, I will reach the stars, howl at the moon and dance with the sun to make you happy, I will do what it takes to make your soul sings, to make your heart beats with love and compassion.
When the world gets too heavy and your bones are tired and you’re so utterly exhausted, I promise you I will be there to take over the burden on your shoulder while you prepare yourself for a big jump, this is what we know as a chaos theory. Even in the middle of chaos, I will fight to bring clarity and alignment to your life, things will feel easeful, grounded and safe. Even in the darkest of confusion, I will remind you how worthy and loved you truly are, things will be healthy and supportive if you release what needs to be released.
There are ocean in your eyes, and when I see them, feelings hit me like waves. It’s beautiful to see the way your eyes sparkle whenever they meet mine, eye contact is way more intimate than words will ever be and your eyes touch me more than hands ever could. You’re more myself than I am, whatever our souls are made of, yours and mine are the same. I wish you could see yourself from my point of view, you are the girl that I’ve watched grow into a woman whom I have admired for a year.
Happy first anniversary.. my love. I had never met a soul who could speak my language and who could see me through myself just like a glass. You always saw the beauty in everybody else, little do you know it was a reflection of the beauty within yourself. Where I see scars around my heart, you see art.. where I see only flaws in myself, you see incredible beauty.. where I see failures for my whole life, you see knowledge and growth.. you make everything seems so normal even when I don’t stand on my ground. Thank you for every lessons you have taught me, it’s been a much better year for me because of this new feeling towards life. Thank you.. I love you.. I love everything about you, including the parts you hide from the rest of the world.

Regards,

Your man, Xallisto.*