I wish I could take all your pain away.

این‌که همیشه، می‌خوام و حس می‌کنم «باید!» توو همه‌چیز بی‌نقص باشم اذیتم می‌کنه. اصلا دست خودم نیست، به خودم که می‌رسم نمی‌تونم قبول کنم هیچ آدمی بی‌نقص نیست!

از کجا می‌خوانی ناگفته‌های مرا؟

At the end of the day, if someone wants to be in your life, they will be. Truly - if they are capable, they will make the effort, they will show up. If they do not - let that be your closure.
However, you do not have to hate them. You do not have to remember their contribution to your life as anything but beautiful. Do not ruin them in your mind, do not grip until you feel resentment.
Instead, love them without attachment. Love the lessons they taught you. Wish them well every single time you think about them. Miss them, but do not ache for them to come back. If the people in your life left because they were not ready to value you, or love you, or be there for you, do not wish for them back.

the moment i stop talking i’ll start overthinking