This fucking anxiety creeps in again and making everything worst as possible it can do

I don't know what this feel is
I feel lonely even though I'm being surrounded by people who actually talk with mr
I feel unloved even though there are people who still love me
I feel suffocated
I wanna go home.. But home doesn't feel like a home
I feel.. I feel irritated... Small things irritate me...
I don't want to be a disappointment to others who believe in me... Even though i was already a disappointment...
I try not to care... But the words hurt...

I'm good.. But I don't feel good
I don't know... What to say or do anymore...

These thoughts are random but hurting and disappointing

Something holding me
Inside
Doesn't want me
To leave my dreams

Sweet delusions
Keeping me
Away from reality
Want me
To dream on
Endlessly

Till I became
Addicted to
A life
Can't be a part off
Addicted
To a dream
Can't never
Came true.

˖ㅤ۫ㅤ ꕮ ㅤ۫ㅤ ˖ㅤㅤ۫˚ ۪

— In the room full of darkness you could be the light ...!

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˖ㅤ۫ㅤ ꕮ ㅤ۫ㅤ ˖ㅤㅤ۫˚ ۪

— Acceptance heals the wounds caused by expectations...!

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when i try to explain how im feeling but i always end up crying.

people get tired of me then leave, but they dont know that i'm also tired but i stay.

00.01 can i hug you for the last before you go??

Failure is the condiment that gives success its flavor.