the neverending cryle of thinking you're done healing and then falling down the black hole of self loathing and having to do everything you did to be able to go on a day without crying from the start eats you from the inside. the minute you think you're done grieving for your past losses, life hits you with a new one and you find yourself grieving for every loss you've ever experienced all at once and it repeats and repeats and repeats

this song being the only thing keeping me sane rn and being my top song of the month (after almost 10 months of the grey being my number one) is just- i love you bad omens

starting to doubt my eyesight cause those typos weren't normal

emma d'arcy i am on my knees begging please please please please please

you'll see me on sundays scream about lestat tho. for two more weeks :"(

i miss talking on here and twitter but i feel like being constantly sick is sucking the life out of me. im sorry im not messaging any of you -if we normally talk- i guess i'll be back when i feel like im actually living instead of just barely getting by again but for now hiding under my shell is the only thing i can do

finally tried the famous paniz cheesy noodles (?). life's good

tired of seeing people waste good concepts on short -and mid !!!!- smuts ?? a least write a story that is 50k words long im begging oh my god

تابستونی‌ترین پیرهن هاوایی رو پوشیدم و داره بارون میاد??

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