we put way too much value in doing things the right way, most of the times making it exist is the only thing that matters

Make it exist first.
You can make it look good later.

ويقول بيسوا: غدًا سأكون آخر

On the nights I can’t sleep, like that one, like so many recently, I wish I could just turn my mind off like a lamp.

— I’m thinking of ending things.

I think a lot of what we learn about others isn’t what they tell us. It’s what we observe. People can tell us anything they want.

— I’m thinking of ending things.

I’m thinking of ending things. Once this thought arrives, it stays. It sticks. It lingers. It dominates. There’s not much I can do about it. Trust me. It doesn’t go away. It’s there whether I like it or not. It’s there when I eat. When I go to bed. It’s there when I sleep. It’s there when I wake up. It’s always there. Always.

— I’m thinking of ending things.

[(47) يا نُورَ النُّورِ يا مُنَوِّرَ النُّورِ يا خالِقَ النُّورِ يا مُدَبِّرَ النُّورِ يا مُقَدِّرَ النُّورِ يا نُورَ كُلِّ نُورٍ يا نُوراً قَبْلَ كُلِّ نُورٍ يا نُوراً بَعْدَ كُلِّ نُورٍ يا نُوراً فَوْقَ كُلِّ نُورٍ يا نُوراً لَيْسَ كَمِثْلِهِ نُورٌ]

“Wild hearts
Don’t break;
They burn.”

(ٱللَّهُ لَآ إِلَٰهَ إِلَّا هُوَ ٱلۡحَيُّ ٱلۡقَيُّومُۚ لَا تَأۡخُذُهُۥ سِنَةٞ وَلَا نَوۡمٞۚ لَّهُۥ مَا فِي ٱلسَّمَٰوَٰتِ وَمَا فِي ٱلۡأَرۡضِۗ مَن ذَا ٱلَّذِي يَشۡفَعُ عِندَهُۥٓ إِلَّا بِإِذۡنِهِۦۚ يَعۡلَمُ مَا بَيۡنَ أَيۡدِيهِمۡ وَمَا خَلۡفَهُمۡۖ وَلَا يُحِيطُونَ بِشَيۡءٖ مِّنۡ عِلۡمِهِۦٓ إِلَّا بِمَا شَآءَۚ وَسِعَ كُرۡسِيُّهُ ٱلسَّمَٰوَٰتِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضَۖ وَلَا يَـُٔودُهُۥ حِفۡظُهُمَاۚ وَهُوَ ٱلۡعَلِيُّ ٱلۡعَظِيمُ ٢٥٥)