having a trauma is scary , what if that incident repeat itself ? :/

i'm crying at my own repost like " girl , why you feel that way you poor thing " .

jujur , itu sangat menyakitkan .

bingung antara mau menyerah atau terus berjuang . soalnya aku sudah muak dengan semua ini .

Tuhan , akhir - akhir ini terasa berat banget bagiku .

seeing myself get slowly loosing motivation in study because academic life is giving a lot of pressure and exhausting isn’t something that i wish for :(

it's hard isn't ? to act like you're okay eventho you're actually broken inside .

it’s feels like i was only second choice , not an option .

i surrender .