Just gotta say I farted

How to overcome this need for love, this sickness once and for all?

I love how someone in the confession pointed out past relationships in group I miss them too....I miss playing werewolf ?,where is the werewolf squad yami,luna,Avi n Ash,Ani, glamour,Alex,taani,Sayan,cipa and many more

Let me get straight to a point. All of my friends are committed and I am the only one single. That makes me feel bad about myself. I have a crush on one girl but I am afraid of facing brutal rejection as my first one. So can't afford losing my mental health once again but feeling like a shi being single it's a catch 22 situation
Literally don't know what to do
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Maybe try feeding the monkey a banana and not an apple? It won't try to bite you then prob
And, I've let it all go, high time you should as well, you're a great great human P, never forget that. It was a mutual loss, i lost someone equally special and important. Sorry for everything, onto everything better ahead

Okay, apologies for one last time... I hope so. I know it's not required for you, but at times I can't shake off this guilty feeling, maybe because I hold you in high regard both logically and emotionally, or I don't know.

So sorry, sorry a million times for not being able to control my tongue and always saying something that relates to a past event.

I wonder why I lost an amazing friend, but then again, it's me who wanted it, and I also feel I never deserved you as a friend. I'm too childish.

Monkey was about to bite me while I was trying to feed it an apple, and then I remembered the monkey was not on the list, or was it? ?

We are missing old days in this Group.

Happy birthday Rue, idk what should i say but I hope you will always happy in your life, I am a person who is always happy when I see you happy. And may God make all your affairs and steps easier in life
Happy birthday ?

I wish I could delete my memory of you.
I wish I had never met you.
I wish we were never friends.
I wish I had never trusted you.
I wish I had never put you on a pedestal.
I wish I had never cared about you.
I wish I had never made a clown of myself.
I wish I had never tried to come out of my comfort zone for you.
I wish I had never given you any preference.
I wish I hadn't craved your attention in DMs.

Alhamdulillah, I'm glad karma has hit you harder, and I hope it continues to do so.