اگه روز تولدم برف بیاد امسال قراره خوشحال باشم

Springtime cries
Summertime sadness
Falltime depression
Wintertime suicide

I hate this status.I wish I could explain what is in my head but I don't even know by myself.‏I hate to behave like this with the close people in my life but I think I need to be alone and also I hate that. I am constantly fighting with myself n I'm getting INSANE fr.
I want to eliminate myself and keep hurting myself because it is just so comfortable now.I don't understand where all this anger comes from, but it is really hard to control it btw I feel just to calm down with burning myself.

این ویدیو و این پیامو فور کنید تا بیام چنلاتونو ببینم و عکسای خوشگلتونو بذارم اینجا بقیه هم لذت ببرن.

I lose my voice when I look at you
Can't make a noise though I'm trying to
Tell you all the right words
Waiting on the right words
Just another lovesick afternoon
Black butterflies and déjà vu

I'm tired of being nervous all the time