Sometimes things happen to me that surprise me the most.
Sometimes it feels like my body stands back and looks at my soul as it runs and does it, and sometimes my soul stops and stares at my body.

I would not be surprised if she felt bored with me, because I feel bored with me, my thoughts, my fatigue, my loss, and my lack of balance. I would not be surprised if she decided to leave me.

It has become difficult to say everything as I used to do before. Words do not serve me, nor time, nor even my feelings, which decline every time I try to comprehend it

Well, there are a lot of things happening during this period. You've really endured a lot. I can't take it anymore and I can't talk about what's bothering me because I don't really trust anyone. I hated a lot of people. I don't think I can forgive them because I gave them so many chances, and every time they take advantage of them.

i have been feeling really bad about myself recently. i'm turning into the person i’ve always wanted to avoid. i'm unable to escape my current state of misery in life. i don't have the strength to fight for my silent battles, and i feel like all of my hopes are gone now.

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