i loved everything ..

خفت
لأنكَ تَعرفني

لأنكَ تعرف هذا الشخص الذي يبدو صلبًا
من أينَ يؤكل قلبه

Maybe in the next life ..
Since you didn't recognize me this time around
And it hurt me a little when my laugh wasn't a familiar sound
I remembered everything.
I didn't think I'd be so easy to forget
And I knew you immediately ,
but I pretended like we just met.
I didn't push it further when you wished to move on
Even though I had been searching for centuries
wondering where you'd gone ..
And your lack of feelings nearly destroyed me
When you had loved me so deeply before.
But maybe in the next life
you'll remember me a little more.

3 AM.
Empty streets
And the weather >

حينَما اتوقف عن البكاء ستظن أنني بحالٍ أفضل

ولكن الحُزن فقط ينام
ينام ويبقى داخِل عمودي الفقري لبقية حياتي ..

ADDICTION

Don’t you understand ?
Don’t you know the love that you
want’s all the love that you needed ?
Gave me all you had ,
Gave me all the love that you want
All the love that you needed.

و حتى انطفاءكِ التام
يمكنه أن يُبقيني مشتعلًا.