"I wanted to shield her from every shadow that lurks,
But the distance keeps me from standing by her side,
My heart aches, knowing I can't fight her battles,
All I can do is remind her, she's not alone.
No matter how far, my care and prayer will always protect her."

-- unknown

I tried this old song 😐

Might not be much good.

I dunno nothing as such happened in past that I would like to come through again. But in recent, there were few moments, so I would just like to spend those evenings again by sitting silent.

You shattered my trust on you .

I thought you to be different from others,
And you came out to be one among them

***Was trusting someone my fault?

And you will abandon me for that?***

People promise to be together forever,
And then leave the next moment.

When people talk about being together for always,
I wonder where will be next day, will be able to accompany them in their tough times, what if I will be occupied with something not more important than them, but my presence is needed there.
Togetherness,
Forever,
Eternity,
Tomorrow
Are such words that rise a question in my mind.
I don't know what will happen with me the just a moment after, and talking about eternity leaves me questionable. Even the thought of tomorrow scares me out. I wonder, the person, I cherish so much in this moment, will be there tomorrow or not, will that person behave the same way, as he/ she is doing now, in this moment. What if his words will change? What if he will change? What if his thoughts towards me will change?
Change, is word that scares me. I don't appreciate change,but its universal. Truth is harsh to swallow, it leaves my throat scratched, bleeding with its edges.

~~I know my emotions very well,
I won't fall for anyone the way I did for him. A part of me will always love him no matter what**.~~