The risk I took was calculated but boy am I bad at math

I have two moods:

1) Camilla and Palamedes were loved by Nona, said Paul. Pyrrha was loved by Nona. It’s finished, it’s done. You can’t take loved away

2) fuck yeah my boy, revive your zombie sword with the power of friendship

Look at me. My gf sent me a link saying “hey do you want some [ship name]? Because I think it’s too gory for me this time”. And now I’m again thinking about GK like a dreamy schoolboy

And I’m not spouting bullshit, he literally said it.

As usual, not looking for reassurance! Just venting a bit

Hm.

Mental state rapidly deteriorating. Is it hormones? Is it the equinox? Is it what it is? Dunno, but feeling a lot of unpleasant things. Thinking a lot of unpleasant thoughts. I may go away for a while.

Sylvain fire emblem? Saddest girl in the whole entire world. Satoru Gojo before snapping and going genocidal? Saddest girl in the whole entire world Harry Dubois? Saddest girl in the whole entire world

So it stands to reason that two days ago I started Yakuza Kiwami 2 and my first thought upon seeing Daigo was “oh. The saddest girl in the whole entire world.”

The most infuriating thing is he’s not even my favourite ffs so why, WHY