I did what I had to do of course but it broke me

Why must you give your strongest battle to your weakest soldier

I’ve tried with Dungeon Crawler Carl but I’m not sure in this day and age with something that opens with “oh yeah btw almost everybody in the world died”

The risk I took was calculated but boy am I bad at math

I have two moods:

1) Camilla and Palamedes were loved by Nona, said Paul. Pyrrha was loved by Nona. It’s finished, it’s done. You can’t take loved away

2) fuck yeah my boy, revive your zombie sword with the power of friendship

Look at me. My gf sent me a link saying “hey do you want some [ship name]? Because I think it’s too gory for me this time”. And now I’m again thinking about GK like a dreamy schoolboy

And I’m not spouting bullshit, he literally said it.

As usual, not looking for reassurance! Just venting a bit

Hm.

Mental state rapidly deteriorating. Is it hormones? Is it the equinox? Is it what it is? Dunno, but feeling a lot of unpleasant things. Thinking a lot of unpleasant thoughts. I may go away for a while.