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i, abelline, am deeply sorry to inform you that she is currently ill and, as a result, will be unavailable for some time. if you have anything important to say, simply rechat her on @sadshores and you will hear from her as soon as possible. lovelies, please take good care of yourself. i’ll see you when i’m feeling better ❤️

thinking back to the first time we met and talked, it wasn’t exactly a pleasant memory for me, but it’s surreal to realize how far we’ve come. two years of friendship and my heart still beats a little faster whenever your name is mentioned, and those adorable moments we’ve shared together start to flash through my mind. you will always be the most powerful person i look up to. thank you for still being here with me after all this time, being the very bestfriend anyone could have. i recall that one time when i wasn’t in the best of spirits and continued making the same mistakes over and over, you were there for me through all the tears, to love and care for me. when i was being selfish to my own self and depriving myself of happiness, you were there to be my inner peace and to surround me with your endless love and support. perhaps i haven’t always been a good friend but i consider myself fortunate to have you as a bestfriend. my darling little angel, i wish you the happiest of birthdays, amethyst lafayette ?

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i used to think that love wasn’t real, or even if it was, i didn’t think i deserved it but then i met you. you brought me to light when i didn’t know the meaning of true love. on the very second, you gave me life and i felt like my heart finally started to beat. yet somehow, at the same time, you’re also the reason why i’m facing short of breath. all the moments we’ve shared together are so enchanting that it almost feels like a punishment whenever i have to spend one without you. remember when i said, you don’t run in my mind anymore but you live there. that’s the closest word to say what’s frankly going on. you may find that i’m too clingy but one second without you feels like a decade. no matter how hard the rocks life throws at us, i will always be by your side in every step we take. there could’ve never been another one for me because a lifetime with you would give me the greatest happiness one could desire for. happy five month, oliver chase. i love you and i will keep falling for you.

for every self who has to dawdle for a contemporary warehouse on this leaf. here me, lobbing a mere salute with these pieces of clips with a chuckle and satisfying magnitude. guessing what’s emerging, the landmark of everyone flew milestone drawn as a date, it’s the escapade of it, a beau cake on the needle to embody the birthday timetable. penned plentiful how the upswing of my sum reached to 23rd. this youthful blue luscious confection somehow rendered me joyous when it met the lips, and the palette itself symbolizes the illustration of rebirth, renewal, and eternity. yearning for the delightful essence that can bestow beautiful aftermath on my existence. jointly with the lantern of moonlight and the candles taking the spotlight, what a fortunate juncture i’ve got with beloved lineage around me. rejoicing in the hymn and prayers piped by everyone as their desire for me, it was a dreamy party and my soul perceived so pleasant. even the shadow of dusk is nothing with the enthusiast glow as the rays ?