when am i going to outrun her?

the little child is still inside me.

you don't deserve these tears. you don't deserve a minute of my time after all those years of letting me down.

maybe this time, you'll be the bigger person.

i always think it's over but it never really is.

i got used to the excuses.

i need to feel better.

i don't feel better.

you’re frozen in time. you’re holding your breath. you’re a statue waiting for something that’s never going to happen.

we have too much in common but poetry i can't really write but if poems are what you need i will write one for you tonight because you do deserve it.