مردونگی به گریه نکردن نیست، به گریه ننداختنه..

من آدم بدیم؟
اوکی تو که خوبی چرا سعی نکردی بدی هامو درست کنی تا مثل تو آدم خوبی باشم؟
"میبینی، فرق چندانی باهم نداریم"

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I realized that people never liked me for myself... just because of the way I was in front of them, the way I supported them, the way I was there when no one was there and I loved them when no one loved them. I was loyal to them, I ignored their flaws and wanted the best for them, so that no matter what happened, I was always loyal to them... I am such a person because I seek such in my life.
But I didn't find it...

بین یك انسانِ اوج‌طلب و فرهیخته و یك انگل تنبل دائم در حال نوسانم.

" Fall in darkness blue ?? ????? "