It’s been a while… hanging out at low tide on Morecambe beach in perfect weather. Albions beauty is so awesome in perfect weather that it only shares it occasionally… well, depending what you believe about climate manipulation ?

And an early art work of mine circa 1992. Still love it.

That time I was on the front page of a magazine ?

A stunning afternoon in April at Castlerigg stone circle, Cumbria. Surprisingly deserted ?

Morecambe sunset.

The Sprinkling Tarn Baby - this mini lake below Great Gable and Great End in the Lake District has a little promontory inside it that reminds me of a baby in the womb ?

100 x 150cm acrylic on canvas in progress. Love letter to water.
Grieving Albion… when you feel the beauty of the land contrasted with what’s superimposed. Anyone feel me?

JK Rowling, you’re a bad ass.

Tender message incoming.

This Friday for the Virgo full moon I am leading my usual cacao circle on zoom, but this time I felt called to have a special theme: baby loss (abortion or miscarriage).

If I hadn’t decided to make the heart breaking decision to abort, I’d be 7 months pregnant now.

It’s a huge thing and I grieve daily, but I knew I made a mother’s decision: “not yet, I want better for you.”

I did not take this decision lightly. No one prepares you for the aftermath of your decision.

When I felt that life within me, I almost couldn’t bring myself to do what I did. It’s a decision only women can know, although it affects men too.

There isn’t enough space for this topic, outside the toxically charged politics around it. For this reason I want to have this special theme.

If you have been affected by baby loss (welcoming the men too), please join us on zoom, Friday 23 Feb at 4pm. Sign up link below.

https://junglecacaoperu.ck.page/ceremony

junglecacaoperu.ck.page

Let’s go share the gorgeous medicine of cacao together.