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You end up loving the wrong people all the time, even before your story begins. Your heart knows it's a bad idea, but do you even care? Your heart races toward the dead end in sixth gear, as if your fragile heart has a habit of falling for the reckless kind of love.

The kind of love that almost always ends badly. The kind of love that turns into sad songs. The kind of love that gives more pain than happiness. And like a stubborn child, your heart refuses to learn from its mistakes.

Your heart has this bad habit of chasing people who are unavailable. It has this bad habit of loving people who won't love you back. Your heart is naive. It keeps making mistakes in matters of love. Your heart is like a child; it wants what it wants.

But when things go wrong, your heart stands up for you. It tells you that it's okay. All you have ever wanted is someone who'd stay. All you've ever wanted is someone who'd make you happy. So whenever you find someone who laughs at your jokes or likes the same movies as you, your naive heart skips a beat.

And that's where it all goes to waste. That's where your heart stops listening to your brain. It just wants that someone and ignores all the red flags as if they are cherries on a cupcake, and you fall in love—helplessly—for the wrong person, all over again.

It's so disheartening when I put effort into connecting with someone, only to have them disappear after a couple of days. It feels like I'm putting all the energy into the conversation, and then they just vanish, leaving me hanging. It makes me wonder if I'm being too forward, if I'm talking too much, or if I'm just not interesting enough. It's hard not to take it personally, especially when they seem so eager to chat at first. It makes me feel a bit used, like I'm just a temporary distraction for them. I just wish people would be upfront about their intentions, so I wouldn't have to deal with this constant feeling of disappointment and rejection.

Don't ask me what happened, its just my other side. An overthinkers side where I attract problems instead of peace.

Toh ek sher suniye-

Hum tarste rahe faqat deedar ko, kisine gin liye uske til saare

So here's a poem for all of u who wanted to be a poem. Ik I'm not the right person to dedicate this but if he isn't making u the poem then I will?
Jk, enjoy and do tell me how's it.

You dream of stories, not of writing them,
Of worlds of magic, not ink and pen.

You see yourself in castles grand,
Not hunched in a chair, with pen in hand.

Be a warrior, a dancer, a star so bright,
You'll find your own way, with all your might.

You crave the spotlight, the cheers so loud,
Not the quiet solitude, in a thinking cloud.

So chase your desires, with joy and grace,
Let your spirit soar, to its rightful place.

For every girl, with a heart so true,
I've written this poem, just for you.

I've heard many girls want to be poem instead of poet?

Is this true?

If yes then should I write on you girls? ?

Happiest Birthday @Kizi790??
Wish u a very healthy and happy life. Stay blessed.

It's been a while, since you lasted checked to see if they were online. It's been a while. since you last stayed up hoping they would call you and say goodnight. It's been a while. since you felt bad for how they had started ghosting you. It's been a while…

It's been a while, since you lasted checked to see if they were online.

It's been a while. since you last stayed up hoping they would call you and say goodnight.

It's been a while. since you felt bad for how they had started ghosting you.

It's been a while and now something feels different.

You don't find yourself thinking about them during the day. You have stopped trying to distract yourself because you no longer are overwhelmed by everything that went wrong.
You don't have to force conversations just to prove to everyone that you are alright. You actually smile when your happy and it shows.

And you read books and listen to music and go on long drives. You no longer find yourself seeking company just so that you're not alone. You make time for you. You've restarted that hobby that they told you was too childish. and you realise you are actually enjoying yourself. You have all the time in the world to do what you love. when you want to. And suddenly you're no longer surrounded by that deafening silence because now You fill it up with that tune that you're humming.

Somehow you can breathe better. somehow you feel like your edges aren't as sharp as they were before. slowly you are more comfortable and suddenly you no longer feeling so alone.

Because who better to be your friend, the one you can rely on. than You.

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