The urge to escape to a place where no one can find you ...

P.s. having a stroll for the past two hours, yet couldn't find a place to escape and hide ?

A few weeks ago, I had a deep conversation with one of my friends where I shared some of my recent realizations. I've currently come to understand that I've been living in a constant state of fight or flight for the past five years, always taking on every responsibility, planning ahead (Interestingly enough, I've always had back-up plans for my plan As?), creating different scenarios and preparing for the worst or being afraid of hurting others and always caring about their feelings, which was of course, mentally draining. I've basically neglected my own needs and wants for a few years and tried to turn off my emotions and pretended to be "an emotionless lady", reckoning this is the sole way to control them. However, now I've reached a point where I simply don't wanna care about anything or anyone, nor take on any responsibilities. But guess what? I simply can't help being me: still creating chaos and various scenarios in my mind. Well, it's probably part of being human. At the end of the day, nobody is perfect.

#random_thoughts
#never_ending_inner_battle

Lord I thank you for Sunshine Thank you for rain Thank you for joy Thank you for pain It's a beautiful day aye aye aye yeah It's a beautiful day yeah

Equality* refers to treating everyone the same, without regard to individual differences or circumstances. It's about giving everyone equal opportunities and resources.
Equity*, on the other hand, acknowledges that people have different circumstances and needs, so it involves distributing resources and opportunities based on fairness and addressing those differences.
In essence, equality aims for fairness through sameness, while equity aims for fairness through justice and inclusion.

Do you know the difference between " equality" and " equity" ?

The law of Irrationality

Everything is a mind game. Once you program yourself to win, you can only win. It's the only option.

Had an amazing movie night with one of my groups! ?*? It was so much fun and we had a blast together. It's such a pity that some students couldn't join us. Can't wait for the next movie night with them! ?* #movienightfun