push. im tired of pushing and it not moving

I dont deserve this but at the same time i do? Im completely fucked then i have no direction or meaning to pudh

Why i am miserable? For real, why the fuck this happens? Every moon cycle (or whatever) something like this appears and looms in my mind. Why i feel useless when everybody that i speak says im not?im not poor so i shouldnt feel frustrated with material things, ive got Real friends that i usually speak IRL,im actively working on something i like and that shit gives me recgonition + other things that should boost me. It cant be depression because im still alive and doing things normally(?) Ppl work under pressure and I do not? I areadly know im broken, but if being broken is OK whats the matter with it and why people talk about being broken? If its normal It should be NORMAL but i feel not.

Happy new year

NOW ITS FOR REAL ITS 2015

Happy soon-to-be 2025 guys!

Hey, for those in line for the YCH, some bad things happened today and the comms will be a bit delayed

already made for someone else lol

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