Happy new year poets <3

Would you love me still
when age paints us gray,
and all my secrets spill,
would your love stay?

when people stab my heart
will you be willing to guard?
would you still hold it
if it weighs too hard?

In the mess of my mind,
will you still find your way?
Even if love feels confined,
will you choose to stay

when my life is a chaos,
would you find your peace?
Despite all my scars,
will affection never cease?

On the days I'm lost in self-hate,
will you be my guiding light?
For I know I'm not easy to date,
but will you hold me tight?

when i am tired of myself,
will you hold my hand?
i told you, i am hard to love,
it's too much of a demand.

"always remember, my heart holds you when my arms cannot."

*I love butterflies, 
But I feel them most when you’re around. 
I love my playlist, 
Yet your voice is my favorite sound. 

I love tulips, 
But the flowers from you are my favorite of all. 
I don’t talk much, 
Yet with you, I could spend hours on call,

I love reading, 
But I’d rather write to you letters. 
I love being alone, 
But with you, everything feels better.

I loved sunsets 
Until I saw you smile. 
My heart was steady, 
Until you came close and it stopped for a while.

I love the rain, 
Because you love it too. 
I love writing poems, 
But now they’re all about you. 

I love stargazing, 
Yet I’d rather look in your eyes. 
I love you— 
For the way you give me butterflies.*

“When you come back, you will not be you. And I may not be I.”

if stars had the prettiest reflection, i'll watch the reflection through his eyes.

"if I could describe you as a flower you would be a walking tulip with the scent of a night blooming jasmine."

3000? THAT'S HUGE OKAY.