what will you think of you see these messages? you'll think oh what a dramatic ass she is. I know.

it suppose to be us, just us and noone else, and I don't know one day I wake up and you're going, not wanting me to exist. if I told you what happened would this happen too? no it just makes me the bad guy in your eyes cause you love them much more more.
we watched eachother growing up and we write poems, and now you're leaving or want to leave without any word. it's not going to work cause I think you already heard the story, don't you? I'm replacing by someone else and you're leaving and oh I hate you both.

maybe I should let you go, cause now I can see you're happier without me.
finding someone else who is better than me or maybe you do it on purpose cause you know how it makes me feel. maybe you hate me now and that's why you do this and it's a revenge for the thing that happens between us and I don't know. maybe it's my mind being so sensitive about you and oh why it's like this. maybe it's just me that losing my worth in your world now that you have someone else, maybe you didn't even love me, I was just a fool.

چرت ترین جمله‌ای که شنیدم «تو که این همه صبر کردی یکم دیگه ام صبر کن» بوده.

"it's just a girl harmonizing with her fan" no it's how my heart aches when she asks me if I care about my health and if I have eaten anything cause no one never cares

من انسانی هستم که باید همه چیز رو بلد باشم و همیشه احساس پوچی میکنم چون اطلاعات کمی که در نقاشی فلسفه نویسندگی خوانندگی نوازندگی ریاضیات و علوم و ستاره شناسی و موسیقی و تاریخ و ادبیات و سینما و تئاتر و علم هستی دارم برای مغزم کافی نیست و احتیاج دارم هرروز بیشتر و بیشتر بدونم من هزاران کتاب نخوندم و هزاران آدم رو نمیشناسم و خاطرات محدودی دارم و زندگی های چندانی رو زندگی نکردم و این من رو روانی میکنه که نمیتونم در تمام این راه ها احساسات و منطق رو بروز بدم و فقط یک انسان عادیم

ولی سیمممممم

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If you have a "to know you is to know something safe" protect them with your life.