and here it is our final night alive
as the earth burns to the ground
oh girl it's you that i lie with
as the atom bomb locks in

a year ago ,October 7th, the night things changed . It was midnight we sat together under the moonlight and talked for hours and hours. it was around 2 am we started to listen to our playlist .. so dreamy.. I've never been so close to her before , suddenly she put her head on my shoulder , oh my , my hearts melted instantly . i closed my eyes and put my head against her hairs as the song playing. I was so in love ...
while later . "can i hold your hand?"- I asked . she didn't reply and held my hand with her soft pretty hand .. i felt like I was dreaming but it was even more heavenly than a dream...that was the first time i held her hand. I fell sleep with a smile on my face that night. it was one of , if not the best night of my life.

i'm such a "i want your attention but i'm not going to bother you" person