ከልጅነቴ ጀምሮ ወጥ ባህሪ ኖሮኝ አያውቅም...I was either ያቺ ቀዥቃዣዋ ልጅ or ፈሪዋ ልጅ🙂
I try to cover it with "lol I might have ADHD or sumn" but A part of me knew this was going to happen,I had the feeling which I knew I wouldn't transition well in to adult life and that I'd fall in to the cracks of my wounds and traumas.
People don't know the depth of the loneliness I feel,ጎደኞች ስለሌሉኝ ምናምን አይደለም but my feelings are a little ( okay a lot) alienated from other people.
I don't know how to keep things mild,I feel things intensely,i hate,I love, I overwork intensely ብቻ ማድበስበስ አልችልበትም።
But that doesn't necessarily mean አቅልዬ ላየሁት ነገር ግድ አይሰጠኝም , unfortunately life has taught me the stronger i hold on to something the quicker it tends to slip out of my hands so I repress my stronger desire and that hurts(a lot)
የሆነ ነገር ፈልጌ ሳገኝ ደስታ አቅሌን እንደሚያስተኝ ሁሉ የኔ የሆነን ነገር ሳጣ ደግሞ physically እስኪያመኝ ድረስ feel አደርጋለው,
አንቅሮ መትፋት ወይም አጥብቆ መያዝ እንጂ playing around isn't something my brain is used to.

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ላያስችል አይሰጥም!!

The deep sadness is a call from God too.

The darker the night, the brighter the stars, The deeper the grief, the closer is God!