Ming har kun Qur'on yodlaysizmi qalbizdagi qop qoralik ketmasa juda qiyin!Bu gap aynan,man Qur'on o'qiyman deb kattalik qiladiganlarga tegishtirildi!Afsus,ustozimni gapi to'g'ri ekan!Hayotda ba'zi insonlarni ko'rdim,Qur'on o'qiydi lekin shunaqa ichi qoraligi har 1 gapidan bilinib turadi!Shunday odamlarni ko'rganimdan keyin,insonni ibodatiga yoki nimani da'vo qilishiga qarab baholamaydigan bo'lganman.Shunchaki,o'sha inson xolismi yo'qmi,asosan shunga qaraydigan bo'lganman!Birovni asabiga tegib,ilmliman deb o'ylab katta ketadigan insondan ko'ra indamas bezarar eng muhimi go'zal qalbli inson yaxshiroq.Unga ertami kech albatta Qur'on keladi inshaaAllah!Lekin,1-turdagi insonni qalbini qorasi ketishi sal qiyinroq!!!

Albatta bu ko'chma ma'nodakuya,lekin
shu diyorda qattiq non yeganim biroq mehribon insonlarim bilan,ota-onam bilan,qarindoshlarim,ustozlarim,do'stlarim,omonat insonlarim bilan manga har qanday davlatni komfortidan afzal😊
Muhimi,qattiq non yeganda ham o'zimizni baxtli his qila olishimizdir😊
Lekin chet elga ilm olishga&dunyoqarashni kengaytirishga borib,qaytib kelsak bo'ladi.

I love my country n I love the scientists who grew up in this country.I don't wanna replace any developed country to my lovely Uzbekistan❤️.I have my core values associated with this country n I have a moral obligation to help my citizens🥰 Especially,after…

N only now I am going to home😅

But I say Alhamdulillah all the time since the # of people whom I do really love is much more than the # of people who do really irritate me🤗

I can't escape the fact that some people do really irritate me in my life😂. It's just natural,when we really like certain type of people n in contrast when we feel like disliking those who continously irritate or bother us😄👌.

Hozir o’zimcha tolerantman:)

I am saying it repeatedly n very much honestly.

Whoever studies medicine with open eyes,open heart n open mind doesn't have an option but returning to God with more belief.

I am putting only my first steps into this field thus u might think that I don't have a right to say sth,but this is what it is.

Tafakkur is more preferable than ibadah,n from the very start this field is making me to do a tafakkur all the time.Alhamdulillah,I used to c Allah everywhere in the past as well but now the intensity of this process has increased significantly n I am enjoying it.This feeling is sth that is beyond this worldy life & I can't replace it with any other feelings.To feel this feeling all the time was my ultimate goal from getting into Med School n hopefully this will continue untill I die inshaaAllah✨